'I believe, Lord. Help thou my unbeleif....'


Subject: 'I believe, Lord. Help thou my unbeleif....'
From: Scottie Bowman (rbowman@indigo.ie)
Date: Wed Apr 25 2001 - 03:51:06 GMT


    Have you no problem, Cecilia, with the way highly
    sensitive, highly intelligent people can hold totally
    contradictory beliefs with an equally intense conviction?

    I know some terribly impressive characters who regard
    the taking of Holy Communion as a transfiguring
    experience & others, just as formidable, who see it as
    a risible, even repellant practice. And the same kind
    of contradiction can exist in the same brain within hours.
    The uplifting warmth & union I used to feel for mankind
    when drunk was no more ‘valid’ than the appalling vision
    of horror unveiled by the DTs shortly afterwards.
    As the intoxicating agents cleared, so did they - just like
    the 40 foot anaconda hanging from the ceiling, once
    the LSD wore off.

    And don’t tell me the things of the mind have their own,
    final validity. We have no difficulty in choosing between
    the girl in the erotic dream (no matter how sweet the image)
    & the real thing. In the same way, there’s nothing phoney
    about our relief at catching sight of the morning light
    behind the curtain after the nightmare.

     The Archbishop & the Swami pray for recovery. They also
    send for the best surgeon.

    It always seemed to me the more disadvantaged, the greater
    the need to believe. It doesn't seem to matter greatly
    WHAT one believes so long as it's SOMETHING.
    Or rather, as Chesterton pointed out, ANYTHING.
    Anything at all.

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