not wanting children because this world is too violent is a problem at the center of numerous Kurt Vonnegut novels, including quit possible breakfast of champions and timequake ----- Original Message ----- From: <PAULA090@aol.com> To: <bananafish@lists.nyu.edu> Sent: Thursday, April 22, 1999 11:48 PM Subject: Re: columbine > Just like everywhere else, at my high school the students have been talking > about Columbine since the news broke. I was in Virginia visiting college > friends when it came on tv. One girl started to panic and ran to the tv. > She was a freshman in college in Virginia, she had graduated from Columbine > High School. Her terror made the tragedy even more real to us. > But what I really wanted to share, was what has happened in my school the day > after the news broke. One boy, a senior in one of my classes, was expelled > for saying to his class that "he would have done the same thing (as the > murderers) if he had the guns" and "those kids (the victims) deserved to die" > he then went on to break into tears and confess that he hated himself and > everyone, how horrible his family treated him, and that he was an outcast. > He also said that "you can only treat a person like s**t for so long before > they snap". The ignorant teacher did not stop the scene and the boy went on > for much of the class until he was in hysterics. Two girls ran from the room > in horror. And many people in the classroom were telling him to shut up, > that nobody cared. Now everyone has a fear that he will come to the school > with a gun. > Another boy, a freshman, was expelled for saying to a girl "I am going to > kill everyone here, just like "they" did, but I am going to kill you first". > Later on in the day, the power went out for a while, something that doesnt > happen without a storm usually, many teachers in fear locked themselves and > the kids inside their classrooms. > I am terrified of the violence I see around me. What with a war, people > being tortured, a school masacre, three horrible murders of innocent female > campers in Yosemite, a fatal train reck in Illinois, this year has been blow > after blow to people who just want peace. > I and many of my girlfriends have decided that we will not have kids. Not > because we do not want them, but because this country is not safe enough. > Where will the children play?