I think it's insane to distrust the motives of a writer that doesn't necessarily want his work to be read. It seems to me that the only reason you would rush out to a publisher as soon as you've finished is because you're hungry for fame or profit. Some of the best novels (and questionably most of Salinger's works) are autobiographical, or at least based on the author's life experiences. I think that if I were to write something so personal as that, I would sooner die than have it published. Things like that can cause a huge number of problems. A yet unpublished manuscript written by Sylvia Plath has to remain locked up until her mother dies, because of what it could cause. Of course, the knowledge that your daugter wrote something you can't read wouldn't be so comforting, but it's so often worse than we imagine. I think the main reason people don't always want their works published is the personal nature. As Mark Twain said, "The frankest and freest production of the human mind and heart is a love letter; the writer gets him limitless freedom of statement and expression from his sense that no stranger is going to see what he is writing." And if you made the decision to have it published, you would also have the courage to use your own name. Maybe it's a question of priorites. Ellen