On another list, a creative writing list, there's a person who claims to have writtten much and turned down large $ to publish, but the evidence is scarce...however, her posts are usually interesting and often contain information I use... I thought of trying to read one of Scottie's books, but hell, I'm still working my way through _Mason&Dixon_ and well, I *do* read scottie on my screen and though I don't often agree, I do see the power of his writing on my screen and that's the proof or evidnece I need to know he's a writer. Same for my colleague mentioned in the first paragraph of this post--our word worlds are changing and to be honest, I like online words too much to stop the show now and even believe that some of what we post here is worth including in my salinger book... Though I don't see many things like scottie (mr. bowman?)(hehehe...;), I do admit I think more and more about how most of what I've written may be less of who i am while hoping what i will write will let me become more of who I am...looking back on one's pubs can be productive or scary and these days, I have to admit, I prefer to see my next poem on my horizon with more clarity than anything hanging out in paper, ink, and ten point type. Rave on Scottie Bowman! will