Thanks. I loved your post. I think that there are a hell of a lot of people who can't sit in a bath and read without metamorphising into Buddy. Especially when the water gets cold. LP >---------- >From: Lagusta Pauline Yearwood[SMTP:ly001f@uhura.cc.rochester.edu] >Sent: Saturday, 29 November 1997 7:14 >To: bananafish@lists.nyu.edu >Subject: Re: First Catcher memories? > > >> Susan Pearson wrote: >> >> > I thought it was interesting what someone said about parts of JDS books >> > that they read over and over again. I do that all the time and I was >> > curious as to what parts other people read when they are feeling >> > depressed or happy or they just want to lie in bed a little longer on a >> > rainy Saturday with a good book. The part that I always turn to is >> > Seymour's diary in "Raise High..." Reading that bit is like a chat with >> > an old friend. > >hmm, i've been thinking about this thread off and on a bit. it is a lovely >thing to think about, and it's made me feel very warm and happy >towards other bananafish, remembering that all of you share something so >special to me. do you remember when laura left the list because she >couldn't talk about salinger because it was too personal, too close to the >most sacred things in her heart? i really respected that, because i feel >like that a lot too. when this list is stupid, and people fight and i'm >reading posts that make me sigh and groan, i think of her and how it would >hurt her and how it hurts me that these people who on one hand share >something so incredibly sacred to me can be so annoying. > >but, of course, that's life, that's the way it is with best friends, >lovers, family. but the thing that connects us is not life experiences, >not attraction or love, not blood, only one author. it's kind of amazing. > >but this is getting long. my computer is now next to my window and all i >ever do anymore is look out the window at the green quads, the red brick >buildings, the bare winter trees, and ramble ramble ramble. > >anyway, i have 2 favorite parts of salinger: > >franny, when she's on the couch at the end of _F&Z_. that last paragraph >is so amazing... > >and yep, that letter in _Zooey_. i actually used to have 2 copies of >_F&Z_; one to read out of the tub and an old falling apart, waterlogged >yard-sale copy i read almost every time i took a bath. i'd rest the book >on my knees, just like in the book, and read that letter pretending i was >zooey and buddy was my brother. sometimes my mother (quite a salinger >fan herself) would be outside, and since she knew what i was reading, >she'd urge me to take a "washrag." (weird family, mine..) then after I >got out of the tub, i'd always look right into my eyes when looking into >the mirror, because the eyes were "neutral territory, a no man's land in >a private war against narcissism he'd been fighting since he was six or >seven years old." > >well, now it's 20 minutes later, and i've been sitting here reading >_F&Z_... > >the thing is, i know this isn't what salinger is about -- copying what his >characters do -- and i have even a sneaking suspicion that he would frown >on it. but it brings me closer to the books. it's fun. it's human nature, >to copy what we love. maybe he wouldn't mind all that much. > >lagusta > > >