One thing that has always bugged me about Catcher is the incident with Mr. Antolini. I've never understood it, and I've never been satisfied to dismiss it by simply thinking that Mr. Antolini was making a homosexual pass at Holden, or even molesting Holden in his sleep. (As with everything in that novel) I believe there's something more important, more duplicitous involved. After all, besides the nuns and Phoebe, Mr. Antolini was about the only character appearing in the story who didn't disappoint Holden with phoniness. Until the last time I read Catcher, I always dismissed the Antolini incident with some discomfort, and kept reading. But last month, when I read it, I got stuck on it and couldn't get past it. For the first time, Mr. Antolini started to remind me of Buddy Glass, as well as Seymour in "Bananafish". (Although I suppose that's still Buddy, since in S:AI, Buddy admits that Seymour's character in "Bananafish" was more himself than Seymour--but that's for another day...) He also reminded me of Sergeant X a little. Mr. Antolini reminded me of Buddy in the way he analyzed everything with this ridiculous wit. But that's not really important. The reason he reminded me of Sergeant X and Seymour in "Bananafish" is because Seymour seems to, er...I don't know how to put it tastefully! Seymour seems a little bit interested in his little friend. I don't mean to say that he's a child molester, but I do think that he's idealized children so much that he's sort of fallen in love with them, in a very adult way. I haven't got any evidence to support that; it's just a feeling I get. I get the same feeling between Sergeant X and Esme. I almost get the same feeling between Holden and Phoebe. When Holden is dancing with those three Seattle girls in the Lavender Room, and he's trying to make a move on the blonde (Laverne?), all he can talk about is Phoebe. Salinger was too conscientious a writer to let so important a character as Phoebe just waltz meaninglessly into one of Holden's sexual escapades. Writing about it, I was just thinking that Mr. Antolini is what Holden will become. I think Mr. Antolini has fallen in love with innocence in the same way Holden has. Mr. Antolini is also drunk, and I know that when Holden gets drunk is the point where he begins to fall. I don't know. I've just always been intrigued with Mr. Antolini. Someone let me know what you think. Brendan. Free web-based email, Forever, From anywhere! http://www.mailexcite.com