>From: AntiUtopia@aol.com >The fields of study your wife seems to be talking about within the context >of >PS sounds pretty interesting :) > >Jim It is. Well, at least I think so, since I'm much more interested in philosophy than in empirical PS. And even though she kind of denies it ('I'll do a pilot study of my empirical material in X months'), I think she's mainly interested in the philosophical approach. But, as she would say, for her the relevance of her work is very much in the _usefulness_ of the theoretical approach, rather than it per se. Which I think is a good prospective, especially since I tend to find theory so much more interesting than practice - and I don't totally like that in myself. All in all, I envy her. Every morning, she can't wait to throw me out of bed to get started. Often she can't help telling me how happy she is to be able to do exactly what she is most interested in, and get paid to do it. I'm sometimes still looking at her with my Laughing Man eyes, wondering when the bubble will burst and she'll realize how futile everything is, what a Sisyphus work she's indulged in, like the rest of us. But her wonderful pale blue eyes only smiles at me, saying: I know that. I'm doing this because I love it. And there I am, knowing that she knows all the objections: the components of vanity, of egoism, of fanaticism, of pure goddamn luxury in what she's doing. True, she would say, all those components are there. The first two are there because I'm human, the third because I love what I do so much and the last is a combination of the fact that I live in a society that thinks what I do has a value in some way and the fact that I love to do it. They are not objections, my beloved Laughing Man, it is quite the opposite: they are my sources of energy. Yes, I envy her. In the Swedish language, however, there is a distinction between the envy where you yourself would like to be in her place ('avund') and the envy where you feel 'if I can't, she can't either', or just 'she can't have it' ('missunsamhet'). In the Swedish translation of the seven deadly sins, 'avund' is the 'envy'-sin. Which is too bad for me, since I feel that envy much more than the similar 'missunsamhet' (being no deadly sin at all). That, dear God, and dearest Fellow Fishes, is not right. /The Envious Bastard with a Bag on his Head PS We're living in sin, I'm afraid, Jimbo my man. The cry from 'Unmade Beds': "I'm 28, and I'm not married - it's *Absurd* !!" you won't hear from these lips, buster. (Neither will you hear me saying "I'm HIV negative, I have no previous criminal record - I'm a catch!" Before you rent SPR for the second time, get "Unmade Beds" - it's brilliant!) PPS Sorry for all these movie quotes I can't help dishing out. The above described flower describes me as so lost in movie or book-quotes I cannot imagine anyone saying something remotely funny or apt in any way in themselves. According to her, the four cornerstones of my entire dialog - and often the exact answers - are: 1) 'Who said that?' 2) 'Sometimes, sometimes not.' 3) 'Both' [note: always totally bipolar] 'components are important' 4) 'I'm only a man. Ein Mench. A human being being human. That's all I am.' ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com