I love kids, too, they're so happy and so devoid of hatred and worries and they're so free especially. It seems a combination of a loving envy, and nostalgia. My best experience was when I was walking up my suburban street with the normal lack of social interaction when a cute blonde-haired boy of five walks onto his porch and shouts, "I love you to me." I stopped and said it back to him. Then he asked if I could bring him the paper which was lying on the lawn which I did. Then he mentioned then he said, "hi," and "I love you" at least five times before I gathered the strength to leave. With a smile the whole time, too. I'm another person glad to hear that the voice of Thom Yorke is heard by others. Strangely, a common past time of mine is Evangelizing Radiohead. I've made it the favourite band of three people, so far. -Tory > > Angie, I feel your pain. I like the mall just not the > people in it. Let's just put it this way, I think I'd > be fine if I didn't have to deal with people. The only > safe place is to go to a bookstore. I do the usual > drill, check under the letter S and see if Catcher is > there. And then grab some books and sit down and > browse through them. > > I am so in love with every kid I see. It drives me > crazy when I see these mothers and they're screaming > at the kid saying "I said don't do that!!! You hear > me??!!" You'd think they're gonna beat up their kid > right then and there. Oh the horror. I don't know if > kids are receptive to your charms, I kinda think > they're receptive to mine. I'm so happy when I'm > around them. I know they shouldn't talk to strangers > and all but they sorta come to me. It's so cute. > > > One time I was at Chapters, and there was this blond > boy with curly hair (probably 5 years old) and he's > wearing jean overalls, and there I was looking at the > Modern Library books ...next thing I know this kid is > tugging at my jacket. He goes to me "that's mommy and > that's daddy", pointing at his folks. I sorta touched > his head. It was pure joy. Another time, I was just > sitting at the mall, and this boy (also very > young)just starts touching my jeans. I don't know if > he liked the colour of it or what. He was just > looking at me like he knew me or something. It was > unbelivable. His folks kept asking him to go and I'm > pointing at the direction of his parents but he > wouldn't go. When he finally did go, he got to about > 5 steps and he starts running back to me. I have no > idea why that kid seemed to think he knows me. And now > his younger sister is also running toward me. I sorta > touched both their heads. I just can't help myself. > Someone should get me a restraining order. > > > Sorry, I know I've kinda gone overboard with the kid > story. It just makes me SOOOO HAPPPY!!! Next time you > go to the mall, maybe some kid will make you happy. Oh > they're the bliss of existence. > > > phoebe