I found myself in chicago with my only brother this christmas, all too aware that he will never play seymour to my buddy even though I used to read salinger from his adolescent book shelf...so through the sadness of family reality and the hope in the glass house, I wrote this...will Breaking the Sun Families of particles cluster and fall eons apart before we know anything vital of their light Siblings sent through unknown prisims into lifetime love shine also with all the vitriol in the universe This glow has no finish line for light's translucent runners, only voluble atmosphere burning pink with proximity Seeing the emotional light gets to be pretty dada without a doubt exploding haphazardly from heart to galaxy to heart Light seeks lights pure force but survival trumps and turns us away from the knowledge of our own gravity to fight it We grasp at the cosmic illusion of something formed even as it implodes--though paradox parades god like heaven A lost tribe of one person is all of us telescoped for a better glimpse of diminishing self So many rays fall unknown upon earth's opaqueness You would think we would learn to see through them *****