> Supposedly the feeling that one is disappearing is a sign of > schizophrenia, and Holden describes this feeling several times in the > novel. No matter how angsty someone is, I don't think it's normal for > that person to feel as if she or he is physically disappearing, so I buy > into the schizophrenia argument. I think everyone's taking this a little too literally. Haven't you ever had that zoned out feeling - when you stare at something too hard; so long that you're not really even looking at it any more? I think this is more along the lines of what Holden is describing rather than an actual physical sensation. > He also talks out loud to Allie a lot, despite being something of an > atheist. Would this indicate a problem as well? I don't think so. I think in fact it doesn't have a lot to do with religious persuasion. Talking to someone who's died says more about you than it does about the person - this just happened to be Holden's way of dealing with it, especially where he replays his rejection of Allie with a positive rather than negative ending. I don't remember him ever wondering if these messages *got * to Allie. Camille verona_beach@geocities.com @ THE ARTS HOLE www.geocities.com/Hollywood/Theater/6442