> this is just my opinion, but i think that holden was afraid the CHILD in him was disappearing each time he > crossed the street. if the road represents something like....excuse the cliche, but the road of life, this is a > break or curve in it, a crossroads really, some decision and some change needs to be made. the world he lives > in forces him to make a decision at this point....he just wasn't ready to walk across it, so was uncomfortable > and felt like he was losing the good innocent qualities....so he seeks help in someone who represents something > he can always go back to, a child who will never grow up, and although it is sad, there is certain comfort in > allie being dead. and it's sorta like he just wants to keep some part of himself untouched and doesn't think he > can get through life without it, that sense of morality and innocence.....part of his personality kept under > glass casing. but he can't, of course, he's faced with a street he must cross and is just not ready. i dont > know, thats just the way i saw it.... JD This is a very beautiful interpretation (: To me, an idea like that is much more valuable than speculating `was Holden ill/crazy' or whatever. We've got to look at things thematically rather than literally. In books everything has been put there for a reason, however big or small. Allie *is* the emotional core of the story, and you're right - I think Holden equates losing Allie with losing his innocence and for want of a better term, his `inner child'. *This* is the child that Holden is trying to catch. Maybe that's why he's so close to Phoebe - to him, she's kind of Allie 2 - she is described as looking like him - and this time he doesn't want to make the same kind of mistake he ruminates on that he did with Allie (i.e. not letting him come with him). Thank you so much for this interpretation, it really enlightened me! Camille verona_beach@geocities.com @ THE ARTS HOLE www.geocities.com/Hollywood/Theater/6442