Mathis, I have no idea why you are apologizing to me for not liking _Tales of Power_ but I do admit to reading castenda very differently from your good post...anyway, here's a nice quote from Tales that came my way and seemed appopriate for this response, will ---------- Forwarded message ---------- Date: Fri, 19 Jun 1998 13:56:06 -0400 (EDT) From: Halvard Johnson <hjohnson@umbc.edu> Reply-To: CREWRT-L@lists.missouri.edu To: crewrt-l <crewrt-l@lists.missouri.edu> Cc: hjohnson@umbc.edu Subject: RIP Carlos Castaneda "The twilight is the crack between the worlds," don Juan said. "It is the door to the unknown." He pointed with a sweeping movement of his hand to the mesa where we were standing. "This is the plateau in front of that door." He pointed then to the northern edge of the mesa. "There is the door. Beyond, there is an abyss and beyond that abyss is the unknown." Don Juan and don Genaro then turned to Pablito and said good-by to him. Pablito's eyes were dilated and fixed; tears were rolling down his cheeks. I heard don Genaro's voice saying good-by to me, but I did not hear don Juan's. Don Juan and don Genaro moved toward Pablito and whispered briefly in his ears. Then they came to me. But before they had whispered anything I already had that peculiar feeling of being split. "We will now be like dust in the road," don Genaro said. "Perhaps it will get in your eyes again, someday." Don Juan and don Genaro stepped back and seemed to merge with the darkness. Pablito held my forearm and we said good-by to each other. Then a strange urge, a force, made me run with him to the northern edge of the mesa. I felt his arm holding me as we jumped and then I was alone. --Carlos Castaneda, *Tales of Power* (1974) Halvard Johnson (hjohnson@umbc.edu)