In a message dated 98-03-23 05:43:19 EST, you write: << Isn't there some sort of Test that will tell me I'm a writer and should die if I don't, or some single criteria or something? >> Try doing something else. If you wake up with a pain in your chest every day, you're probably a writer. I once put aside my musical aspirations to focus on a proper career. I returned to school to become a teacher, or some equally respectable thing. Within a week I was going out of my head and began spending all my time with the music students, staying up until all hours listening to records and playing guitars. If ever there was a test this seemed to be it to me. My academic career currently stands as having concluded with this experience. You also ask if there's a living to be made. This is a tricky question with any of the arts. If your aspiration is to be compensated then your focus should be in that direction. If your aspiration is to WRITE, that should be your focus. I think that art and commerce are a poor match. Joseph Campbell tells an anecdote in an Open Life about the writer who wishes to write potboilers until he is able to sustain his lifestyle as a WRITER. The only problem is, by the time he is ready to put aside the potboilers he has removed himself from the impetus to Write. This seems to be a cautionary tale to us all, I think. I believe it was Hemmingway ( help me out here, Tim) in Moveable Feast, who talks about Scott Fitzgerald's method of writing the best short stories he could, then making the stories a little less good so he could sell them to the slicks. This always gave me quite a chuckle. Papa gets even by claiming that he had to solve poor Scott's sexual inadequacies. ( Is he even going so far as to suggest that this is the cause of Zelda's unhinging?) If you are going to write, write. All the things that JDS says about hobbies and religion and occupations are running through my head at a million miles an hour. I'm sure you are familiar so I won't try to sort them to end with a knowing quote. Good luck. I'm enjoying this string of posts very much. It's a nice way to start the week. Robert