in the past couple of days i have felt quite at home here because of this thread, even though i just subbed. my first experience with any salinger was reading catcher. i was leaving for a month or so of the summer, being shuttled all over and across the u.s. with various members of my immediate and extended family. i cried through most of it, because of how humanly teenager holden is. i read the majority of it sitting outside on the porch of my second-cousin's house at around 9 pm out in the middle of the pennsylvania in the poconos as it rained, absolutely hating it and loving it at the same time. i was in shock for a while. i was really lonely because no one i was around really knew me, and reading catcher at the beginning of a month semi-alone made me all at once among friends and even lonelier. but in a way i was really at ease with, because it made me grow up just a little bit more. every time i've read it since then i love it just as much, but it becomes more like remembering a memory of a passage in life. and then other books will remind me of the same thing once in a while, paul auster's moon palace. ~*laura.