In a message dated 97-12-05 12:20:53 EST, you write: << A few days ago, I read a post from someone who mentioned a former Bananafish who had left the list because dicussing something that was so personal to her had become too painful. At the time, I didn't really understand what she meant by that, but after reading the post that follows this comment, I am beginning to see what how that could have happened and wonder if I shouldn't follow her example and end my brief association with this list as well. Peggy >> Sorry you feel that way, think you're taking a minor disagreement waaay too seriously. Really. It's not that big a deal to me. Get five people in a room reading the same work and you're bound to get five different readings. They argue and fuss awhile, come to some consensus on some issues, remain totally in disagreement on others, and learn more about not only the opinions of others, but their own as well in the process. I really prefer talking to someone who disagrees with me for that reason. I learn a lot more from someone I disagree with than from someone I agree with--and by focusing on the disagreement I see things I hadn't before. It's not personal on this side. I'm very, very sorry if somehow it came across that way, and I appreciate the time you've taken to respond. An earlier post (earlier for me, I think sometimes I get them in a bit of a random order) asked, <<first of all, i do not believe that mr. antolini's gesture was part of a supressed homosexual urge. secondly, even if it was, is that so wrong? >> heh...WONDERFUL comments. On my side, the morality of the discussion is a non issue...it's not the point of the narrative. Jim