Re: Re: Curious Reactions

Brendan McKennedy (the.tourist@mailexcite.com)
Wed, 31 Dec 1997 00:02:11 -0700

><<  the mom in "Uncle Wiggly"--and of 
COURSE Holden,
>  whose long-awaited drunkeness destroys
 "Little
>  Shirley Beans", a slip that begins his
 Fall). >>
>How does that slip begin his fall?I keep
 seeming to pick up on little things
>from this list that I don't relate to 
much.So maybe you could detail this a
>little more.
>

Things go steadily downhill for Holden right
 from the beginning of the book, but when he
 breaks the record he was going to give to
 old Phoebe, things REALLY begin to fall apart.
  It's where he becomes REALLY depressed. 
 He loses all sense of direction after that.
  Little Shirley Beans was a sort of link to
 childhood, to innocence...

Alright, let me step back a second.  As
 Buddy would say, get a running start. 

Throughout the entire story, Holden is 
unable to buy drinks, but he's too young
 for it.  Too young--and since youth is his
 (arguably faulted) representation of innocence,
 the world that won't let him drink is sort of reinforcing his innocence.

When he finally drinks, though, he's crossed
 that line.  He can't hold on to his youth.
  The record was a physical representation 
of fun and innocence and childhood--and he 
couldn't hold it (please consider those last
 five words italicized...damn email...). 
 He couldn't hold it.  The catcher DROPPED 
the innocence.  For the first time, he's 
got physical proof that he CAN'T be the
 catcher, because he can't hold on to
 innocence without dropping it and breaking it.

He tried to hold onto the snowball in the
 beginning, the snowball maybe being a small manisfestation of perfection, of purity,
but
 the Adult world, via the busdriver, wouldn't
 LET him keep it.  But when he drops the record,
 it's all his fault.

After he drops the record, he loses all sense
 of direction.  
Am I reaching to far here?

Brendan



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