Bridget C wrote: > this is just my opinion, but i think that holden was afraid the CHILD in him was disappearing each time he > crossed the street. if the road represents something like....excuse the cliche, but the road of life, this is a > break or curve in it, a crossroads really, some decision and some change needs to be made. the world he lives > in forces him to make a decision at this point....he just wasn't ready to walk across it, so was uncomfortable > and felt like he was losing the good innocent qualities....so he seeks help in someone who represents something > he can always go back to, a child who will never grow up, and although it is sad, there is certain comfort in > allie being dead. and it's sorta like he just wants to keep some part of himself untouched and doesn't think he > can get through life without it, that sense of morality and innocence.....part of his personality kept under > glass casing. but he can't, of course, he's faced with a street he must cross and is just not ready. i dont > know, thats just the way i saw it.... JD Maybe you're right-I've always interpreted this scene through the Holden-is-borderline-schizo lens, but I've never looked at it this way before. I think it's really possible that you're correct about this. Cheryl