where in NYC and when? R. ---------- : From: bananafish@lists.nyu.edu : To: Discussions of J.D. Salinger's work <bananafish@lists.nyu.edu> : Subject: BANANAFISH digest 274 : Date: Wednesday, March 18, 1998 4:00 AM : : BANANAFISH Digest 274 : : Topics covered in this issue include: : : 1) godot troubled by zen (intentionally lowercase) : by Colbourne <colby@online.net.pg> : 2) Re: godot troubled by zen (intentionally lowercase) : by AntiUtopia <AntiUtopia@aol.com> : 3) Re: Of Joyce and Orchises : by "D." <darjr@shore.net> : 4) Re: publishing news : by "D." <darjr@shore.net> : 5) Re: the big field trip in NYC : by "D." <darjr@shore.net> : 6) Re: publishing news : by Tim O'Connor <tim@roughdraft.org> : 7) joyce maynard. : by helena kim <helenak@geocities.com> : 8) Re: the big field trip in NYC : by CHamil6876 <CHamil6876@aol.com> : 9) Re: the big field trip in NYC : by Brendan McKennedy <suburbantourist@hotmail.com> : 10) godot troubled by zen (intentionally lowercase) : by Jaramillojp@kktv.com : 11) Re: godot troubled by zen (intentionally lowercase) : by Malcolm Lawrence <malcolm@wolfenet.com> : 12) Estragon & Vladimir : by Scottie Bowman <bowman@mail.indigo.ie> : : ---------------------------------------------------------------------- : : Date: Tue, 17 Mar 1998 21:40:58 +1000 : From: Colbourne <colby@online.net.pg> : To: Bananafish <bananafish@lists.nyu.edu> : Subject: godot troubled by zen (intentionally lowercase) : Message-ID: <350E6149.3D85CC17@online.net.pg> : : I have been reading a lot about Zen and Buddhism etc. and I am very : troubled. I have lots of questions and I am told that if you look for : answers you are already lost. I see Zen as the alternative to all : rational, conventional, logical everything. But if Zen is about lack of : rationality, then how does one rationally explain Zen, or it's purpose, : or it's practise or recommend it to others? How can one argue for the : employment of Zen when logic has been adbandoned? Couldn't it be, with : all the unprovable, unscientific spiritual advancements that are : allegedly achieved by meditation, that it is all no more than a case of : the Emperor's New Clothes? These people meditate and then they say : 'Yeah, I experienced Infinite Consciousness. It was cool, eh?'. There's : no measurement of anything because it is all irrational, all unprovable. : Like 'Prove that you love your father', from 'Contact'. I'm not saying : that the whole meditation thing is a lie, what I'm saying is that if : there are no reference points in your spiritual advancement, etc. how : can you declare any form of progress or change? I find it impossible and : terribly frightening (my face is visibly squirming) at the thought of : being unable to define what occurs during meditation. I've attempted to : meditate before, maybe there's some sense of well-being but why so? I : thought that Zen was about the void, the unexplainable, the intangible. : Why must it follow that meditation leads to 'the light'. Couldn't the : void be a void of darkness? Of misery and anguish? Why must the absence : of thought automatically imply some sense of joy? Like the old, deaf : cigar dude in Raise High? He is happy, but why? Maybe the void is just a : void of sheer indifference, and the joy follows from the sense of apathy : that you alone share, while everybody else runs around concerning : themselves with the insignigficant. : Let us assume that you have taken a normal, run-of-the-mill teenager : about my age and you want to show him Zen. The first thing is, you can't : show it to him, you can't even tell him where to look, all you can do is : ask him a paradoxical question that is designed to produce a state of : mind that transcends logic, etc. If you turn this teenager away from all : the conventional, picket-fence values of mainstream society and thrust : him in front of the Zen void, is it meant to be an enlightening : experience? Is the absence of any value, reference points, explanations : or definitions meant to be a pleasurable acknowledgement? Must it then : follow that Zen is all about kindness towards others, love etc? When you : see Nothing, is the Nothing meant to be a great union of all things? Of : nature, life, love, etc? If the Zen master asks the student 'What is the : sound of one hand clapping?' what is the student meant to do? He is not : MEANT TO DO anything. If he acknowledges that there is no answer, is he : praised? Has he experienced Zen simply by attempting to address the : koan? From what I have been told of Zen any answer you provide, even no : answer, is always the correct one, because that's the answer that you : did or didn't decide. So essentially, isn't Zen just asking people to : turn away from the conventional, the logical, the material and find : their own answers, their own values? If so, then why is it generally : accepted that kindness and compassion are good attributes? I'm not : saying that they're not. All I'm essentially trying to say is that, if : Zen is about the inexplicable, intangible, nothing then why must the Zen : followers be so damn happy? Is that what they see in the void? Is that : what we're meant to see? Ah, but we're not MEANT to see anything, we : just see, or we just don't see. If Zen is the not study of the not : existent then wouldn't it be just as easy to abandon Zen and accept all : things conventional. I know it must be hard for you to explain Zen to : me, because it is inexplicable. I always thought philosophically, that : using logic you would inevitably arrive at Nietzsche, and no values but : if you followed your heart, soul, whatever, you would find love, etc. : Salinger presents me with so many things that make me feel *something*, : maybe it is inexplicable, but I am happier for having experienced it, : maybe because it is inexplicable. Maybe this is Zen, but can I turn all : my doings and thoughts to some system of living founded purely on a : Davega bicycle? Isn't Zen just the antithesis of all things expected, : ie, the firing squad that, having bound and gagged the condemned man, : turn their firearms on themselves? (hey, that sounds like a good idea : for a story). Maybe it's just humour. I've got some theory of humour, : one constituent of which is 'inversion'. Monty Python always inverts the : conventional, for example, the coal-miner son that comes home to argue : with his father, the poet. Father says 'Oh, isn't poetry good enough for : you? You're only good enough to work at the mines, eh?'. Or another : example might be a prostitute who pulls up in a mercedes to solicit a : business-man working the street corner. Is Zen just inversion of the : norm? I don't think so. : : When you really, really, really break it down and you ask somebody what : they experienced in their meditation, and it is allegedly inexplicable, : then how do they answer? Do they say 'I accepted all things and I : experienced a sense of immense well-being'? What exactly are you meant : to meditate on? I was originally told that you were meant to think about : nothing. This may be possible, but my school Yoga teacher said 'Don't : meditate on a red alligator, don't meditate on a red alligator' and : consequently, we all thought about a red alligator. What he then said : was that you can't think of nothing, or eventually you just end up : thinking about thinking about nothing. So he suggests that you meditate : ON something, a mantra, a picture or something. Is this right? If I do : this, will I experience or see Zen (the unseeable)? It reminds me of : something Mayor Quimby once said 'It's time for us to face up to the : un-face-up-toable'. Maybe it's just better not to face up to it at all. : : : An Alternative to the above post might read: : : : ZEN - Why? But there is no why? Nor how. So why? : : : <<Please mail me back, is all this making any sense. : Suerte>>> : : It makes sense, but I don't. : : : : : : Godot. : : : ------------------------------ : : Date: Tue, 17 Mar 1998 07:02:46 -0500 (EST) : From: AntiUtopia <AntiUtopia@aol.com> : To: bananafish@lists.nyu.edu : Subject: Re: godot troubled by zen (intentionally lowercase) : Message-ID: <2c8ec1de.350e6668@aol.com> : : Good, passionate, honest post about Zen, Colby. I won't speak particularly : and specifically for Zen in American, but I think buddhism is about the : negation of things represented by linear logic and empirical perception for : the sake of attaining "things" (bad word) that transcend linear logic. It's : like ignoring the top layers of the cake to get to the bottom of the damn : thing. It's About the loss of the boundaries of the self to achieve union : with the One Self. : : I'm no buddhist, however. Again, this is an outsider talking. : : I have run into a few people that can talk about Zen intelligently and : meaningfully and make enough sense about the loss of sense to at least point : to an immediate goal (we attain this in stages). Others I've run into are : just morons who deny the validity of rational thought to hide the fact of : their stupidity. : : Jim : : ------------------------------ : : Date: Tue, 17 Mar 1998 08:34:15 -0500 : From: "D." <darjr@shore.net> : To: bananafish@lists.nyu.edu : Subject: Re: Of Joyce and Orchises : Message-ID: <3.0.32.19980317083415.006961cc@nsa.ecosoft.com> : : At 08:01 PM 3/16/98 -0800, you wrote: : >I just found this and thought I'd share it with the Joyce fans on the : >list. Towards the very end of the piece you'll see a reference to : >Orchises (of "Hapworth" fame). : > : >I'd also mention the bit about the new book of Pynchon's letters that I : >saw in Salon but I figure that those who would be interested in such a : >thing are probably already aware of it. : > : >Malcolm : : Thanks, Malcolm. But, being the literary Fiend that I am, I saw both of : these articles before you posted. Hardly anything news-worthy in the Lit : World escapes these eyes! Ha! : : : Cheers, : : D. : : : >----------------------- : > : >Is it in the public domain? : > : >Ulysses has turned 75, but : >not everyone is celebrating : > : > NEW YORK (AP) -- This : > year, James Joyce's : > "Ulysses" officially turned 75. But for : >publishers, the anniversary : > of one of the century's greatest novels is : >threatening to become a : > very private party. : > : > According to American copyright law, "Ulysses" : >should now be : > in the public domain, which applies to books that : >have : > completed their 75th calendar year since : >publication. That means : > anyone who wants to release "Ulysses" could do so. : >Outside the : > United States, where laws differ, rival editions : >have appeared in : > previous years. : > : > Joyceans in the United States have waited a long : >time for this. : > There's still no agreement on the correct text of : >"Ulysses," and : > the copyright expiration means differing versions : >now can be : > made available. Several publishers, including W.W. : >Norton & : > Co. and Penguin Putnam Inc., are hoping to put out : >books. : > : > : > : > From the beginning, "Ulysses" has been among the : > : > most acclaimed and controversial of novels. The : > : > explicit language led to numerous censorship : > problems, helping to delay its U.S. publication, : >even : > as its energetic irreverence and revolutionary : >style : > transformed 20th-century literature. : > : > : > : > But the Joyce estate, which uses Random House as : >its American : > publisher, insists the copyright has not expired. : >It claims the : > starting date is not 1922, when "Ulysses" was : >published in Paris, : > but 1934, when the book was first legally : >distributed in the : > United States. : > : > "They haven't taken any steps against me, but : >we're all sort of : > waiting for the other shoe to drop," said John : >Kidd, head of the : > James Joyce Research Center at Boston University : >and the : > editor for Norton's intended volume of "Ulysses." : > : > Kidd and others say there is no 1934 copyright and : >they back : > up their argument with Joyce's own words. In a : >letter sent to : > Random House publisher Bennett Cerf, the author : >wrote he was : > unable to get a U.S. copyright because the law : >requires "the : > republication in the United States of any English : >book published : > elsewhere within a period of six months. ..." : > : > The estate is run by Joyce's grandson, Stephen, : >whose : > protectiveness of the family legacy is reflected : >in one of his : > favorite sayings: "I am a Joyce, not a Joycean." : >Several years : > ago, Stephen Joyce infuriated Joyceans by : >destroying a pile of : > letters by the author's daughter, Lucia. : > : > No legal action has yet been taken, but publishers : >are not : > anxious to risk anything. Oxford University Press : >issued an : > edition last year but has withdrawn it, pending a : >resolution of the : > copyright issue. Norton and Penguin Putnam also : >are holding off : > publication. : > : > A book of energetic irreverence : > : > From the beginning, "Ulysses" has been among the : >most : > acclaimed and controversial of novels. The : >explicit language led : > to numerous censorship problems, helping to delay : >its U.S. : > publication, even as its energetic irreverence and : >revolutionary : > style transformed 20th-century literature. : > : > The novel still annually sells thousands of copies : >and has : > influenced countless writers, including William : >Faulkner, Samuel : > Beckett and William Burroughs. Joyceans around the : >world : > continue to celebrate June 16 as "Bloomsday," : >marking the date : > Leopold Bloom made his famous fictional odyssey : >around : > Dublin. : > : > While scholars commonly argue over the accuracy of : >such : > classic old texts as "Beowulf" and "The Canterbury : >Tales," it's : > unusual for a 20th-century book, especially one : >published in the : > author's lifetime, to lack a definitive edition. : > : > But then "Ulysses" has an unusual publishing : >history, thanks : > mostly to Joyce, whose writing habits could be as : >challenging as : > his prose. : > : > Joyce worked for several years on the novel, first : >serialized in : > 1918 and issued in its entirety in France in 1922. : >He was : > constantly revising the manuscript, right up to : >the final days : > before publication. Notes were crammed in the : >margins and his : > linguistic innovations, such as removing : >punctuation or running : > several words together, were often lost on his : >French-speaking : > typesetters. : > : > A lifetime of corrections : > : > The first printing of "Ulysses" was filled with : >mistakes. Despite : > efforts by Joyce and others to amend the text : >experts believe : > they'll never produce an "accurate" version. Half : >of the original : > manuscript is lost and, because Joyce made so many : >changes : > over the years, it's virtually impossible to : >figure out what he : > wanted. : > : > But what may seem like hairsplitting to the : >average reader is the : > stuff academic careers are made of. Scholars are : >constantly : > fighting over "Ulysses." (One Web site, fittingly, : >is called "The : > Joyce Wars.") In the mid-1980s, for example, a : >German : > academic named Hans Walter Gabler received : >permission from : > the Joyce estate to put out a "Critical and : >Synoptic" edition, only : > to have Kidd vehemently, and effectively, : >discredit it. : > : > "What he did was make as many changes as humanly : >possible, : > for the sake of making them" said Kidd, whose : >criticisms : > inspired many others to attack Gabler's : >scholarship. "If he could : > find a manuscript that said something different : >from the original : > book he made the change." : > : > The best-selling version of "Ulysses" remains an : >edition compiled : > in 1961, two decades years after Joyce's death. : >Now, Kidd has : > his own version planned, and he says he's working : >on a : > CD-ROM deal with an unnamed "multibillion-dollar : > corporation." : > : > Another "Ulysses" contender is the small, : >Virginia-based : > Orchises Press. J.D. Salinger fans may recognize : >Orchises as the : > publisher that has yet to reissue an old Salinger : >story promised a : > year ago. Orchises, however, is currently offering : >the Joyce : > book. Press founder Roger Lathbury says he has : >sold a small : > number of mail order copies, mostly to academics. : > : > "I suspect sooner or later I will hear an : >imprecation of some kind : > from the Joyce estate," said Lathbury, whose : >publication of : > "Ulysses" is a $75 hardcover facsimile of the : >original 1922 : > printing. : > : > "To intimidate somebody without any fact is simply : >to bluff. I : > want to know what facts he has. I'm not looking : >for a court : > battle; I just think there's no case. So maybe I'm : >a fool, or : > maybe I'm a courageous man. Maybe they're the same : >thing." : > : > : > : : ------------------------------ : : Date: Tue, 17 Mar 1998 11:05:04 -0500 : From: "D." <darjr@shore.net> : To: bananafish@lists.nyu.edu : Subject: Re: publishing news : Message-ID: <3.0.32.19980317110503.0069a1dc@nsa.ecosoft.com> : : At 12:10 AM 3/17/98 -0500, you wrote: : > : >A recent copy of Publishers Weekly carried a news column that mentioned two : >interesting pieces of news. Doubleday (The House That John Grisham Built) : >had a book under contract by Paul Alexander -- a new biography of J.D. : >Salinger that had reaped the author an advance of $100,000. [Thanks to : >Renee Zuckerbrot for pointing out the PW article of March 9, page 19.] : : House That Grisham Built? I like that, but, ultimately, my solar plexus : disdains wants to revolt at the mere mentioning of Grisham. : : : >The book was cancelled, with the abrupt explanation that the draft : >submitted was "not editorially acceptable." Significantly or not, the book : >was killed the day the Joyce Maynard article appeared in New York magazine. : >And who was the author of that magazine article? Yes: Paul Alexander. : > : >It's hard to know whether this is good news or bad. The Joyce Maynard : >article in New York magazine, early in February, was rather unpleasant to : >many readers, considered by some to be an appalling bit of journalism. : : No argument here. Appalling is a *nice* way of saying it, no doubt. : : >However, it still remains a challenge to see a first-rate biography of the : >Salinger by a genuine biographer. Not an intrusive, lurid, tacky, : >tabloid-style book, but a reasonable and mature examination of the : >circumstances that made Salinger the kind of writer he was. : : I agree. I think we'd all like to see a responsible, : non-sensationalized version of a potential Salinger bio, but I, for one, am : not going to fill up my cheeks with air waiting for this to happen. : Hamilton's is ok, but hardly generous enough in terms of giving us some : ideas of what influenced Salinger during his life without getting too : overly analytical about it. : : >Alexander's agents are shopping it around, but nearly every house is leery : >of legal entanglements, after the catastrophic judicial ruling against Ian : >Hamilton and Random House regarding "In Search of J.D. Salinger." Whatever : >the merits of the biography or its author, most historians, archivists, and : >biographers I've spoken with agree that the Random House case has had a : >chilling effect on the art of biography, since no sane biographer or : >publisher wants to have distribution of a book halted at the last moment, : >or be called into court so that the author can literally count the number : >of words quoted from source material. : : Leery? That could well qualify as the understatement of the day. Given : the recent knowledge of the Pynchon letters surfacing, I think most : Literary biographers are going to start to find that any source material : that comes directly from the Author may be avoided or handled like a : recently de-pinned grenade. Salinger's lawyers didn't waste any time, and : there's some speculation that Pynchon's lawyers are contemplating some : blocking suit, particularly in relation to the availabilty of those letters : in the Morgan Library. I've already heard that it will take what equates : to a court order just to view the Pynchon letters: a formal application to : view, a letter of refernce, and then, once at the library, at least two : library workers watching your every move while the letters are in your : possession. : Am I correct (correct me if I'm not), but aren't the Salinger letters in : the University of Texas library? I wonder if anyone has heard of any : security measures with them these days? : : >Maynard's book is still scheduled for the winter of 1999, though many : >observers doubt that she will be quoting from his letters to her, and will : >therefore be less likely to find herself blocked by an adverse court ruling. : : Smart move if she doesn't quote them. I think it's incredulous enough : that she's coming forward and publishing in light of her relationship with : Salinger. : : : My quotidian $0.02 cents, : : : D. : : : ------------------------------ : : Date: Tue, 17 Mar 1998 11:10:17 -0500 : From: "D." <darjr@shore.net> : To: bananafish@lists.nyu.edu : Subject: Re: the big field trip in NYC : Message-ID: <3.0.32.19980317111017.00698a90@nsa.ecosoft.com> : : At 12:30 AM 3/17/98 -0500, you wrote: : > : >Well, just to let everyone know, we've only had responses from a few : >people, and it looks like the 20th and 21st of March (a Friday and : >Saturday) are the times when MOST people will overlap here in NY, so if : >anyone wants to get in touch with me about details, call me at work and : >leave a message: 212-998-3024. (Of course, email is OK, too.) : > : >If it happens that we have other people who don't overlap, there's no : >reason we can't have a second get-together. But no visits to the Lavender : >Room at the Hotel Edmont! : > : >Anyhow, if any of our subscribers are going to be through this way during : >Spring Break (or whatever they call it where you are -- I know I don't have : >time off!), feel free to drop a line or say hello. It's always a delight : >on those rare occasions when I meet subscribers. : > : >Cheers.... : > : >--tim o'connor : : : I'd love to be there, but my current upcoming weekend schedules are : contingent on some events that I have little control over, but I have to be : prepared for, and a NYC trip wholly out of the question. : Perhaps I can attend a future gathering? : : A quasi-dejected $0.02 worth, : : D. : : : ------------------------------ : : Date: Tue, 17 Mar 1998 11:39:28 -0500 : From: Tim O'Connor <tim@roughdraft.org> : To: bananafish@lists.nyu.edu : Subject: Re: publishing news : Message-ID: <v04003a01b134552b0ca1@roughdraft.org> : : : > House That Grisham Built? I like that, but, ultimately, my solar plexus : > disdains wants to revolt at the mere mentioning of Grisham. : : Yes, that was more or less my point. He's just doing his thing, but : everything is structured around him, it appears. : : > in the Morgan Library. I've already heard that it will take what equates : > to a court order just to view the Pynchon letters: a formal application to : > view, a letter of refernce, and then, once at the library, at least two : > library workers watching your every move while the letters are in your : > possession. : : Yes -- that's exactly it, as far as the most recent news goes. : : > Am I correct (correct me if I'm not), but aren't the Salinger letters in : > the University of Texas library? I wonder if anyone has heard of any : > security measures with them these days? : : I've never made it to Austin (yet). 8-( : : > >Maynard's book is still scheduled for the winter of 1999, though many : > >observers doubt that she will be quoting from his letters to her, and will : > >therefore be less likely to find herself blocked by an adverse court ruling. : > : > Smart move if she doesn't quote them. I think it's incredulous enough : > that she's coming forward and publishing in light of her relationship with : > Salinger. : : Indeed -- but one's perspective changes over time, and old loyalties, I : guess, can die off. Which is sad. But real. : : --tim : : : : ------------------------------ : : Date: Wed, 18 Mar 1998 00:50:30 +0000 : From: helena kim <helenak@geocities.com> : To: bananafish@lists.nyu.edu : Subject: joyce maynard. : Message-ID: <350F1A56.25AC@geocities.com> : : okay, i just want to clear something up. : : my former english teacher once taught creative writing at nyu. she had a : female student who wrote a letter to the ny times about something or : other. jds read the letter wrote her privately, and asked if she'd come : and stay with him awhile, which she did. he turned out to have a little : writers workshop/commune going on out there. later, said student became : a celebrated author. : : is this joyce maynard, or someone *completely* different? : : has she got any other major literary/journalistic achievements besides : the whole jds connection? : : again, if anyone can answer this, gracias. : : :helena : : -- : (((((((((((((hork productions))))))))))))) : @ http://www.geocities.com/SouthBeach/4801/ : : : ------------------------------ : : Date: Tue, 17 Mar 1998 20:04:52 -0500 (EST) : From: CHamil6876 <CHamil6876@aol.com> : To: bananafish@lists.nyu.edu : Subject: Re: the big field trip in NYC : Message-ID: <4592025a.350f1db7@aol.com> : : I will be in new york this summer and i would just love to stop by and see : you all. it would be Fantastic. I will be sure to get in touch with you as : soon as possible. : : Thank You : : : ------------------------------ : : Date: Tue, 17 Mar 1998 20:55:03 -0800 (PST) : From: Brendan McKennedy <suburbantourist@hotmail.com> : To: bananafish@lists.nyu.edu : Subject: Re: the big field trip in NYC : Message-ID: <19980318045504.7812.qmail@hotmail.com> : : My girlfriend and I will be in New York for the day on April 18th, but : it'll be a pretty full day; we're going to look at galleries for her Art : classes...but if anyone wants to meet us at a gallery and follow us : around the city, I'd love to meet you all. Of course, we won't really : know what galleries we'll be visiting until we get there, but you can : maybe make a guess. How many galleries are there in Soho anyway...five? : Six? : : Brendan : : : : : ______________________________________________________ : Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com : : ------------------------------ : : Date: Wed, 18 Mar 1998 00:48:36 -0700 : From: Jaramillojp@kktv.com : To: bananafish@lists.nyu.edu : Subject: godot troubled by zen (intentionally lowercase) : Message-ID: <0EQ00000D85JJD@acf3.nyu.edu> : : I see Zen as the alternative to all : rational, conventional, logical everything. : : My thinking used to be totally as yours. I was lost trying to make some : logical sense of something that completely seems free of reason. I mean : a Zen master would say we are already in touch with the answers we're : just bogged down in so much shit we can't see. Bare with me but to : meditate is to free yourself of all the trivialities of thought. Instead : of focusing in on abstract theories such as math or language or even : reason itself is to break away from the structure or : compartmentalization of reality. To link all the pieces. I know this is : reaching and I don't always get this about Zen study but to meditate is : to free your mind of thought itself. Don't get me wrong I know how dumb : this sounds but think of this. You cannot have a thought or a notion or : anything clear to our dumb western minds without using reason. I mean : it's important right, reason is the ultimate pragmatic tool or strategy : that we have. I mean what is the justification of reason itself is that : it works and it has worked for me for you for Aristotle for Descartes. : Even the idea of western thought vs. eastern thought or reason is : another compartment of our western type of thinking. We think in : language we think in patterns connections deductions inductions and all : that clouds what a Zen would say is true reality. Now the statement, I : think that reality, for me, on a basic and in its simplest terms without : faith or a dated written dogma is the flow of immediate experience : itself. So the moment of enlightenment we are trying or that anybody : meditating is trying to reach is a moment of not nothingness but : synthesis, a moment where the mind sees not boundries but in fact : connections and an organic oneness, this is the most important point, : not a mystical or fake moment but a moment of direct experience. Not : experience of nothingness or anything defeating like that but of higher : perspective in that one is experiencing true reality as an immediate : flow of experience. : So one should not think of meditation as for wackos or anything : illogical like that but as for people searching for hard fact evidence : in immediate awareness and experience. : Now what kind of answer is that well it can be very satisfying when you : think in terms of trying to reach a starting point in any kind of : epistemology or metaphysic. It can be satisfying because its as close to : an answer as any human can come or has come in the history of : philosophy. I've been studying for five years Zen and reason and logic : and all I can come up with as a true statement is that causality is : inductively true and not deductively true and is near an absolute as I : can find. And I personally take tons of satisfaction in that because it : isn't nothingness or nihilism or subjectivism or a goofy religion where : they make you shave your head and wear a red towel but it is reason it : is experience and most importantly pragmatism with all its limits and : faults. It can be a very solid and comfortable place and also a very : trustworthy place to stand in the cosmos. I mean for me the whole Zen : thing we've been talking about is just about blue prints versus reality. : And what makes the whole thing so tricky is that we use the blue prints : to define reality. My professor once explained it to me like this: the : universe doesn't read English. I mean in contact they said math was the : language of the universe. Now to a Zen that would be speaking in human : blue print terms. The universe or the cosmos or reality doesn't know : English Spanish or anything like that it just is and we do our best to : cut it up into little edible squares like math and language and reason. : But to contact true reality would be to step out of those boundries or : those bubbles. And it can be done right I mean we all thought the earth : was flat until we broke that boundary. We all thought the earth was the : center of the galaxy, we broke that boundary. I guess I'm trying to say : is that this thinking along a Zens frame of mind is as exciting and : clear as it is frustrating. Now for Salinger, he did a great job of : translating this thinking, (as well as Hinduism which he was really into : (Teddy) but I'm not so much into because it leaves the realm of science : or fact and leans toward illogical prayer and dogma) in that he made it : seeable or real if you will in the fictive space of his stories. : : I hope this helps. : Suerte : John Paul : : : ------------------------------ : : Date: Wed, 18 Mar 1998 00:23:42 -0800 : From: Malcolm Lawrence <malcolm@wolfenet.com> : To: bananafish@lists.nyu.edu : Subject: Re: godot troubled by zen (intentionally lowercase) : Message-ID: <350F848D.35FF09EE@wolfenet.com> : : Jaramillojp@kktv.com wrote: : : > Now for Salinger, he did a great job of : > translating this thinking, (as well as Hinduism which he was really into : > (Teddy) but I'm not so much into because it leaves the realm of science : > or fact and leans toward illogical prayer and dogma) in that he made it : > seeable or real if you will in the fictive space of his stories. : : Great post. This last bit is a good arrow: Zen is not illogical, it is : simply no-logic. The thing it's closest to is love. Love has no logic : either, but it's not illogical. I also think dancing has a lot to do with it : too. The best description I've ever seen was...was it a foreword to a Joseph : Campbell book? A western holy man and an eastern holy man were having a : conversation. The western holy man asked the eastern holy man what their : philosophy was. The eastern holy man thought for a bit and then proclaimed : "I don't think we have a philosophy. We just dance."Do you dance? :) : : Malcs : : : : ------------------------------ : : Date: Wed, 18 Mar 1998 08:23:40 +0000 : From: Scottie Bowman <bowman@mail.indigo.ie> : To: bananafish@lists.nyu.edu : Subject: Estragon & Vladimir : Message-ID: <0EQ0000AI9ZLJD@acf3.nyu.edu> : : : I'm intrigued that the two wordiest posts in recent times should : be about a way of thinking that ostensibly devalues the whole idea : of verbal communication.on. : : Scottie B. : : ------------------------------ : : End of BANANAFISH Digest 274 : ****************************