Re: For what it's worth...

Thor Cameron (my_colours@hotmail.com)
Fri, 14 May 1999 00:07:35 -0700 (PDT)

The only two things that have ever kept me from suicide:
1) What if I screw up & it just HURTS for years?
2) I'm gonna die, anyway & I'm kinda lookin forward to the surprise.  When I 
plan things, they NEVER turn out as cool as the spontaneous events.
In my life, I've fallen on both sides (& in between), virtually every issue: 
religion, politics, drugs, morals, etc.  These two things have stayed 
constant.
Just my thoughts,
Thor



>My splendid and magnificent listmates,
>
>I read today "Hapworth 16, 1924" and I am interested in discussing it with
>everyone who wishes.  My English teacher (not even a professor, as I said,
>I'm a youngun) says the story is so encoded and cryptic and impossible to
>comprehend.  My biggest problem with my reading was that I didn't 
>understand
>where she was coming from.  After a second reading I could probably make 
>out
>most of the symbols, but overall, I thought it was a better character study
>than anything else.
>
>I guess it's a bad thing that I can relate to Seymour in the story (parts
>from when I was seven and parts at the present) but I won't commit suicide;
>unlike Seymour I have no faith in Zen and value my life plenty, thank you
>very much.  Excuse the circumlocution and awkward sentence construction, 
>I'm
>a vicitm of style.
>
>-MW
>


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