The only two things that have ever kept me from suicide: 1) What if I screw up & it just HURTS for years? 2) I'm gonna die, anyway & I'm kinda lookin forward to the surprise. When I plan things, they NEVER turn out as cool as the spontaneous events. In my life, I've fallen on both sides (& in between), virtually every issue: religion, politics, drugs, morals, etc. These two things have stayed constant. Just my thoughts, Thor >My splendid and magnificent listmates, > >I read today "Hapworth 16, 1924" and I am interested in discussing it with >everyone who wishes. My English teacher (not even a professor, as I said, >I'm a youngun) says the story is so encoded and cryptic and impossible to >comprehend. My biggest problem with my reading was that I didn't >understand >where she was coming from. After a second reading I could probably make >out >most of the symbols, but overall, I thought it was a better character study >than anything else. > >I guess it's a bad thing that I can relate to Seymour in the story (parts >from when I was seven and parts at the present) but I won't commit suicide; >unlike Seymour I have no faith in Zen and value my life plenty, thank you >very much. Excuse the circumlocution and awkward sentence construction, >I'm >a vicitm of style. > >-MW > _______________________________________________________________ Get Free Email and Do More On The Web. Visit http://www.msn.com