Re: opposite of sex

Mattis Fishman (mattis@argos.argoscomp.com)
Tue, 10 Nov 1998 11:04:06 -0500 (EST)

Emily writes:

> ............. which holden completely isn't. he's pretty clueless. he's 
> very childish in a lot of ways, and while he may have derision for the 
> establishment (in whatever form), he always returns to it (mr. antonini, 
> jane as a familiar figure from home, his family) and definitely lets the 
> idea stand of selective adults as acceptable figures of authority...

	I found it interesting that you would call Holden's wistful
	attraction to Jane, his affection for his family (which seems
	only to extend to Phoebe and perhaps D.B. a bit), and even his
	tracking down of Mr. Antolini as evidence that Holden always
	returns to the "establishment". 

	It sounds as though the back and forth relationship Holden has with
	the "establishment", his old friends, and even strangers is
	the result of some conscious recognition of their good and
	bad aspects, and the inability to decide between accepting
	and rejecting them. 

	To me, Holden doesn't seem as though he is vacillating between
	being in or out of the establishment, between rebellion and
	reconciliation. Rather as though he himself has not sorted
	out the mingled love and disillusionment he feels towards his
	environment and its inhabitants. There can be no establishment for
	Holden because he has not decided if he loves or hates the world,
	or to both at the same time. There is no "them", because everything
	he runs away from he remains tied to with some part of himself.
	Remember, sometimes he even misses old Maurice.

	all the best,
	Mattis