Re: letter to Colin

Byrd, Steven T (BYRDS@papa.uncp.edu)
Fri, 06 Aug 1999 13:28:52 +0000

Good God. Good God.

Indignation is nice, but kindness can be a really party-maker too. Did
you skip over the entire first half of "For Esme..."? Rancor and
bitterness, yes, in some of his best writing. Kindness and love, in ALL
of his best writing.

        --steve

On Fri, 6 Aug 1999, Scottie Bowman wrote:

> 
>     The family, as they pass my door here, sometimes
>     come in to ask:
>              'What's the hell's the matter?  What's so funny?'
>              'Nothing,' I say.  'Just something I wrote.'
> 
>     So I'm sorry, Colin, that you should be missing what
>     sometimes seems to me at least to be a real pleasure.
>     Though I realise that humour is, of course, individual
>     & unarguable.
> 
>     I'm dismayed that someone like yourself or Tim should
>     see my stuff as rancorous or sneering.  It's so remote
>     from the cosy, adorable image I have of myself.
>     Even worse, must I now recognise in the forced smiles
>     of Camille, Jim, Paul, Sonny - as well as all those paying
>     patients & - worst of all - my family, the smouldering
>     resentment of a bunch of cowed victims?
> 
>     My welcome to Jocelyn was, truly, an impulse of relief
>     & congratulation to someone quite young who was
>     expressing herself without recourse to that undifferentiated
>     stream of consciousness kind of writing which seemed,
>     seems & always will seem to me a self-indulgent &
>     babyish affectation.  My dig was not at Jocelyn -
>     quite the contrary - but at those others.
> 
>     At a more general level.  This list is dedicated to
>     a writer who first made his name on the New Yorker.
>     In the days when he still spoke to his friends he was
>     noted for his conceit - & even more for his acerbity
>     & indignation: qualities very evident in some of
>     his best writing.  Do we really want the primary consideration
>     of the list to be a pernickety care for the sensibilities of
>     the most delicate, the most touchy, the most 'correct'?
>     (Because I suspect you were really smarting from my mockery
>     of your finding 'Star Wars' racist.)
> 
>     'The convoy shall travel at the speed of the slowest ship'
>     is fine for the wartime Atlantic.  It's also an surefire recipe
>     for a damned dull list.
> 
>     Scottie B.
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