It's not a matter of action, I've decided that I will stay with her at all costs. But I feel drained and shitty. I know a good deal about her and her me. We're like kindred spirits or something, even though we wouldn't say that to each other. I'm pleased to write about it, I would feel vaguely if I didn't. She is the kind of person that can make anyone feel strong passion. If my knowledge matched the passion, there might not be any relationship between us. I think that we've both disarmed our pretensions and are working towards something better, but who knows what? I don't. All I know is that it feels right at the moment, which is childish but so damn good. If I were a benevolent guy, I'd let you all in my shoes for a moment, listening to her on the telephone, wondering about her and hoping to someday understand what she really means beneath the convolutions. She is freaking brilliant. I wish I could do more for her. Someone must have felt that before. Good night bananafishers. > I'm just curious how much you know about her, and how long you knew >her. >It would be different if you guys were old friends, but I seem to remember >you saying something about 2 weeks. I'm in agreement with Jim in just >cutting your loses and not further damaging the situation. It really >doesn't seem like it's your place either. > ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com