Re: Burning Pain
Face Inthecrowd (facethecrowd@hotmail.com)
Fri, 05 Nov 1999 20:34:29 -0500 (EST)
It's not a matter of action, I've decided that I will stay with her at all
costs. But I feel drained and shitty. I know a good deal about her and her
me. We're like kindred spirits or something, even though we wouldn't say
that to each other. I'm pleased to write about it, I would feel vaguely if
I didn't. She is the kind of person that can make anyone feel strong
passion. If my knowledge matched the passion, there might not be any
relationship between us. I think that we've both disarmed our pretensions
and are working towards something better, but who knows what? I don't. All
I know is that it feels right at the moment, which is childish but so damn
good. If I were a benevolent guy, I'd let you all in my shoes for a moment,
listening to her on the telephone, wondering about her and hoping to someday
understand what she really means beneath the convolutions. She is freaking
brilliant. I wish I could do more for her. Someone must have felt that
before. Good night bananafishers.
> I'm just curious how much you know about her, and how long you knew
>her.
>It would be different if you guys were old friends, but I seem to remember
>you saying something about 2 weeks. I'm in agreement with Jim in just
>cutting your loses and not further damaging the situation. It really
>doesn't seem like it's your place either.
>
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